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When Seconds Feel Like Days - Across Lifetimes

It feels like I’ve met you in another life, like somehow you’ve always been mine. Maybe that’s just me being delusional, but I can’t shake the feeling. There’s this strange pull I can’t explain — a sense that we’ve known each other far longer than we actually have. Sometimes it feels like I know every corner of your mind, every quirk, every smile, and every little thing that makes you… you. And then, in the very next moment, it feels like I know nothing at all. Like you’re this puzzle I’m desperate to solve but also terrified of fully understanding. Maybe I need you to snap me out of this delusion… or maybe I don’t. I really can’t tell. And I’m starting to wonder if I even want to be snapped out of it. Because part of me loves being caught in this half-reality, this in-between of knowing and not knowing. The first time I spoke to you, it was only for a few seconds, but it felt like days.
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Inside Out!

I know I’ve probably said this before, but I always love hearing from you — one way or another. Sometimes, I catch myself wishing I could know every single thought that crosses your mind. I want to get closer, to really reach your heart. I want to see every piece that makes you… you. The light, the dark, the messy, the beautiful. I want to understand it all — to hold it, to admire it, maybe even to challenge it. This song I love (Inside Out - Chainsmokers) reminds me of you: of the way I want to explore every part of you, inside and out. The parts you show, the parts you hide… I want them all.
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The Aquarius Effect - Wild, Weird, Wonderful!

Hey Fauzyy, I have to admit… dealing with an Aquarius like you is a wild ride. You’re brilliant, independent, and completely unpredictable. Somehow, though, I find myself looking forward to every random thing you say or do. Maybe it’s your charm, your little quirks, or the way you make me laugh at the dumbest stuff… but here I am, hooked on your chaos. And honestly? I’m kind of loving every minute of it. 😏 Even when you leave me wondering what’s next, I can’t help but smile. Somehow, your chaos has become my favorite kind of madness.
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I Miss the 26th - My Silly Little Tradition.

Do you remember the little notes I used to write to you on the 26th of every month? I genuinely loved writing those. It became something I looked forward to — finding the right words, thinking about you, putting it all down just for you. I only stopped because I could never really read your reactions. I couldn’t tell if they made you blush quietly on your screen… or if you were rolling your eyes like, “This boy has come again” 😂 I guess I just didn’t know how they made you feel. But honestly? I miss writing them. I miss having that small, silly tradition that was ours in its own way.
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